I feel like crying.
Just, crying.
untill I can't cry anymore.
That's what my life has come to.
crying, and no-one really caring.
some even smirking
Enjoying the fact that I can feel pain.

I talked to Kaylyn on Saturday
I sat with Kayla at lunch
And when I came home, Jen, Megz and Kella were there.
so, why does it feel like I have no friends?

Despression Sucks.

Here is my confession :-
I don't know the names of the people in My Chemical Romance. (except Gerad Way. and I know that Frank Iero is in there somewhere..)

I've been getting my period once every two months since October.
I don't eat much anymore
I got a migrane on Wednesday, and again today
Cutting looks entertaining.
That's all I really need to put me smack dab into the 'emo' box.
I worry about myself.

I'm a spoiled brat.
I get whatever I want 90% of the time.

I don't have a broken family because it was never whole to begin with.
I havn't seen my Father in 2 years.
I havn't seen my brothers in 4.

I hate complaining, yet I do it all the time.

why am i such a fucking hypocrite?