i take it all back,
every single evil glare
and snarky comment
i want to to take it all back
but i know we can naver forget those things
that were said.
i think we were both jealous
i know i was..
now i know why it's a sin,
they're just trying to protect you
from yourself
and the stupid things
you can acomplish
with words that have such a strong meaning
in the worst way.
i want there to be crazy pics of us
on your site
not you
and her
or her
or her
just you
and me
just like
it used to be
i want to talk about the radomest things
and have inside jokes
and pet names for each other
i want to be your best friends
and for you to be mine
but it will never happen
we can be friends
maybe
but never anything more

me, me, me
am i vain?
a little.
but that is not what i'm discussing.
it's all i ever hear,
me, me, me.
it drives me up the wall,
and around the bend.
it's not me,
it's you,
making a deal of something
so small.
'You should have asked'
well, it was in my room
'Why did you do that?'
do you think it was on purpose?
well, it wasn't
so too damn bad
for you.
becase now you can't rip me up,
or down
or where ever you had planned
becase it wasn't me.

my body was on auto piolt.
i knew it was a bad idea deep down inside.
why was i doing it then?
fingers flying over the keyboard
the words pouring out
everyone's true feelings
now expressed
i told someone
i thought they would understand
we're too diferent
for it to work.
i want it to go back
to sunny happy
carefree times
where none of this
would have ever happened