Maybe it's best you leave me alone

When darkness turns to light
it ends tonight.

eh. Randomness on the radio.

Alexandra Cummings McRae
My name is so formal it's almost a joke.

Alexandra - A girls name coming from Alexander, meaning 'Defender of Mandkind'. Possible nick names could be Aly, Lexy, Lexi, Alex, A, Xandra, ect.

Ally - to pop a cap in someones ass
yo fool, ima ally yo ass if you dont gimmie my money

Haha.
I love it.

Diesel Tee that i never wear today.
I kind of love the neon-ish fabric paint.

I'm on a quest for glowing shoes like Bden's
the facial hair makes him look like a sexually frustrated 20-something English Professor.
But i still love him.
And also some jeans like Beckett's
and a Marader when Clan. brings them back in fall.


muh shoppin list bitchez

1. Quicktime
2. Word/Microsoft Office
3. 9127846 purple pens
4. white out tape
5. glowing shoes
6. supah sexy jeans
7. marader
8. protien bars
9. CDs
10. a lightsaber

lolz lolz.

I need that last one.

Jedis + Batman = ♥

mmk bbz

I'LL BE YOUR NUMBER 1 WITH A BULLET

A LOADED DARK COCK LET'S COCK IT AND PULL ITTT

hah. I love FOB.

A Letter Or Two.

Dear MEBFD,

I see that Kaylyn's video that I uploaded on my Youtube account has made it's way to your Myspazz page.

A Thank You would be appreciated.

I'm not even expecting a face-to-face one. But I know you read this, and I know you know how to comment.

Love,
Ally.

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Dear Mr. McViegh,

I strongly dislike you.

Love,
Ally.

_____________________________

Dear MFP,

You really pissed me off today.

"That's why you should go to church Ally"

Why the fuck would I go to church?
Do you have some sort of disability that inables you to process this piece of information?
I AM AN ATHIEST
get it into your narrow-minded head.
And, I may be diabolical at times, but I'm not a devil or some spawn of Satan.

I respect your religion, and it's sad that you can't show me the same courtesy.

Love,
Ally.

Just a load of Harry Potter shit

ifl that walrus.
he's my new best friend.

mmk Harry Potter talk:

HARRY POTTER WILL DIE IN THE NEW HARRY POTTER BOOK
he/his scar is a horcrux
(even if Voldemort didn't intend for this to happen)
so he must kill himself to kill Voldemort, and therefore save the wizarding world.

I have a feeling Ron might die, because I think he sacrafices himself.
JKR drops hints in each of the books.
So, remember when Ron sacraficed himself for harry in the first game? when they were on the giant chess board?
i think she was hinting that Ron will do anything for Harry.

HAGRIDS A DEATHEATER FTW.
First Book: He gives Harry a flute for Christmas. Then tells the golden trio that music is the only way to get Fluffy calm.
Accident?
I think not.
Fourth Book: He tells Harry "You're gonna win this, i have a feeling." (not an exact quote)
He has a feeling? More like he knows Harry is going to win.
I know Dumbledore trusted Hagrid. But he trusted Snape to. (Snapes definatly a deatheater)
He may seem incredibly stupid, but i think its all just an act.

If Ron dies, I'll be really sad because Ron >>>>> Harry

Dumbledore didn't die, it was a plan.
He wants Harry to figure it all out on his own
(Sirius is deffs. dead though =( )
Because it wa slike 'bam' and then Dumbledore was dead
wtf?
He has his own Chocolate Frog card; he is sooo not dead.

Ginny & Neville will be important in the saving of the Wizard world.
because we found out that Neville could have been Harry, Voldemort just chose Harry.
so, once Harry sacrifices himself, Neville will have to kill Voldemort

Neville + Ginny. they must hook up

RON WEASLY + HERMIONE GRANGER FOR THE WIN
if they don't do something, I will be SO fucking pissed off.

Cho Chang needs to go away
Peeves needs to be important.


I think Malfoy's dad may end up killing him out of jealousy
becase maybe Malfoy will get all cosy with Voldemort
and Lucious (sp?) seems the jealous type.

ok. my brain needs to chillax now
HP gets me all excited & worked up.

Night
Lick Me tomorrow kay?

Tonight the bulls are in Brooklyn and you're at home

Here are two songs which I feel reprisent my life:-

Sweat The Battle Before The Battle Sweats You - CIWWAF
We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands - TAI

It's fairly cold right now =/

I dislike softball on Wednesdays because the mitts are leather.

oh, the woes of being Vegitarian

and confront me.
I dare you.

P.S.

oh, and I've been wanting to film stuff recently.

remember when you went to visit Nelson at Domino's?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCgR9wSZ4_M

Soorry dear, no sound.

I need some sort of video editting software.
and Microsoft Office too.

I got beat up by a meatball on Saturday.
Why i was overcome with a need to eat meat i really don't know.
It chipped one of my teeth.

Now i remember why i'm a vegetarian

fiyaah.

humm.

I've had 'Doe Boy Fresh' stuck in my head all day.

In music class I prefur gazing out of the window to pretending like i can play the keyboard.

Miss White has taken to calling my full name when I do this.

It makes me jump.

I get worried when people call me Alexandra.

such formality.

I've been sleeping in my hoodie for the last 2 weeks-ish.

It's my new comfort.

I feel like cutting my hair all short again.
but, obviously that would be an attention whore move.

My MSN is being a bitch recently too.

it's quite frustrating.

Random Fact:-

When I turn on my laptop, it play's Pete Wentz's voice saying 'Oh Fall Out Boy, you turn me on'

obsession is fun.

I love you, but I know you hate me.

I feel like crying.
Just, crying.
untill I can't cry anymore.
That's what my life has come to.
crying, and no-one really caring.
some even smirking
Enjoying the fact that I can feel pain.

I talked to Kaylyn on Saturday
I sat with Kayla at lunch
And when I came home, Jen, Megz and Kella were there.
so, why does it feel like I have no friends?

Despression Sucks.

Here is my confession :-
I don't know the names of the people in My Chemical Romance. (except Gerad Way. and I know that Frank Iero is in there somewhere..)

I've been getting my period once every two months since October.
I don't eat much anymore
I got a migrane on Wednesday, and again today
Cutting looks entertaining.
That's all I really need to put me smack dab into the 'emo' box.
I worry about myself.

I'm a spoiled brat.
I get whatever I want 90% of the time.

I don't have a broken family because it was never whole to begin with.
I havn't seen my Father in 2 years.
I havn't seen my brothers in 4.

I hate complaining, yet I do it all the time.

why am i such a fucking hypocrite?

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.
You are shy and reserved. You always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.
Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

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hmm.
Interesting.
I want to be alone, yet i seek comfort in friends.


well, I got this personality thing from drawing a house.
so, who knows how accurate it is.

I'm having writers block.
today was frustrating and beyond
Migranes muddled my words, numbed my hand and made me see sparkles.

ofcorse there was the usual flashes of jealousy today.
'So, she just turned her back on me in French, and then she only turned around once, and that was so ask me a question!'
ha.
and you come here to see how pathetic I am.
How about letting her have some freedom.
she likes me, and there's not a hell of alot you can do about it.

I stood up for someone today.
It felt good.
You knew asking for more tape was wrong.

'OH. YEAH. BECAUSE EVERYTHING I DO IS JUST WRONG ISN'T IT?'
I wasn't even talking about you.
mmk dear?
because not everyone obsesses over you.
you're not the center of everyone's attention.


I've finally found somewhere were I feel welcome and belong.
The Boardies are my saviors.
I love them all.
They're my best friends, even though i'll probably never meet them.

I'm fed up of all of the athiest attackings.
just because I don't believe what all the other guppies are brainwashed too doesn't mean that you have the right to attack me.
I'm sick of it.
As far as i'm concerned, i've never done anything disrespectful to you
so, please, STFU.

Enough Ramblings.
I Love You
(even if i know you hate me)